The Perfect Relationship

Dear Nobody,
I’m done with you…you can’t have my thoughts, my mind, or my body. I don’t belong to you anymore. I refuse to be entertained by you. The moment I let you go I knew it was final. I’m tired of being disappointed by you. When you told me you loved me it really didn’t mean a thing. Every since I left you my life hasn’t been the same. I’ve found a new lover that loves me for me. We’re friends and we always enjoy each other’s company. I’m lost if he isn’t the first thing I see every morning, and the last thing I see at night. I enjoy waking up in the wee hours of the night to talk to him, be cuddled by him, or just listen to him. He loves me for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness, and in health. He gazes into my soul and knows exactly how I’m feeling before I even know. I know I’ll never find another lover like him, so I’m hanging on to this one until death we shall part together. Even when I take my last breath he will be right there with me holding my hand and comforting me with the most beautiful words I’ll ever hear…His Word. Dear Nobody, I've found me Somebody and His name is Jesus!

Signed, Forever His Girl

GODS ORDER = PERFECTION

I'm doing things that I've always wanted to do because I've finally learned to push past my fears and trust God with the unknown. I consult Him first and He directs me the way He wants me to go. By doing this, I've made His priorities my priorities. I knew that God didn't want me stressed and always tired from trying to do everything I knew I was supposed to do. All He wanted (and still wants) is for me to do things in the right order. Ministry begins first at home. You can't expect to excel in ministry if you're not first excelling in your home. Ministry does not come before God, husband, children, or home. I can't go out to take care of ministries outside my home if I haven't taken care of what needs to be taken care of within my home. It's so true that He equips you with what you need to do what He wants you to do.

Be Who You Are Destined To Be:

I refuse to buy things just to make me feel better. I refuse to paint my face each day to portray a fake picture on the outside when I know that God wants me to focus on the real picture which resides on the inside. I refuse to put other women down just to feel better about myself. I refuse to live my life through the lives of my kids. I refuse to get mad at my kids, husband, etc…for displaying behavior that I know lives in me. I refuse to envy other women that appear to have it all together because I know that they too struggle with some of the same issues I struggle with. I refuse to live in a world on the outside bouncing around like I’m exuberant and happy when I know that once I go back to the compounds of my own home and shut the door, close all the blinds, kiss everyone goodnight, cut off all the lights, and be still the only thing I can do is face the reality of the world that lives within. We are able to create the lifestyle that we want others to think we live, but our true lifestyle is one in which we are connected to our soul…our innermost being. True life is when we aware of what’s going on within and we accept all of the emotions, thoughts, and feelings that continues to surface and are still able to live…yes live. You see when we live a life that’s pleasing to the world we are merely dead creatures walking around earth appearing to be alive. Life, oh true life that is, comes when you connect with the Master to see who He created you to be. Who we are today is not who He created us to be before our mother’s even knew there was life in their womb. I refuse to live a life that’s pleasing to the world, modified to meet my selfish fleshly desires, and die living a lie. I refuse to not be who I was created to be…I AM DESTINED FOR ROYALTY!

Women do you even know who you are anymore? Would you even recognize the real you, or will you continue to be fooled by the fake woman YOU created? God wants the real you. When you notice the not so good things about yourself, and the things that you’re uncomfortable with accepting about you...that’s the real you. Accept the real you so that you can work to become the person that God created you to be. As long as you hide behind the crevices of a fake person you will never be able to know the real you. So today go back and find that woman that you really desire to know again…she’s ready to meet up with you. Sit down for coffee and erase everything off of your schedule because this meeting may take a while. When you get there you will find that the woman you’re meeting with today is the woman you were created to be.

In His love and mine,

Tiffany